The penultimate moment of indecision Timeless moorings Procrastination redefined Desires recombined To stay, and then to stay some more Before the void is left For always and ever Stay some more until you stay no more. Can fulfillment ever be defined?
Most of the life got spent in maneuvering through cricks From getting away quickly enlarging shadows Sometimes a part of a queue At others, smelling for food It was always accumulating for a peaceful time Hurrying sole spikes stabbed me one day Pressed softly against the ground I resumed No bones cracked no blood spilled
I wish to see you there At that place in that moment Again. Just as when I do with my eyes closed And it is not enough Nothing would be ever enough. We would stay there longer this time Forever this time. I am here again Same place. Another time. Another me? Another you? It
Waiting for a moment almost desperately and seeing it finally not achieve any sense of fruition is one of the biggest possible disappointments. It is probably the best place to locate the painful cavity between desire and fulfillment. Whatever lessons might be learnt in the process are only a salve to the unconscious state of
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The collection of fables Discussions Deliberations Disappointments The cherishing of dreams Recollections Sarcasms To the liveliness of hearts The instinctive connect Engaged For life.💙
Years after too There’s someone you would like to see As expected, it is not me You would see and ignore, would be obliged if it wasn’t me And I would be happy to see you came, would smile to the defeated me I worked to change others’ perception of you And you do not
There’s something weirdly quirky about the change of day.. of being away .. A forgetfulness I cannot explain An erasure that makes me stay It punctures the experience Obfuscates the memory Stirs the longing Pushes the barriers Makes me wait Renews excitement Bubbles up vocabulary Lights the eyes And again Yet again.. Is it evolving
Burnt curry Misplaced reference Prolonged smile Fitful sleep Incessant reveries Sporadic tears Overflowing bucket Awkward timings Serendipitous connections All happened when I was lost in you You are the reason for everything.
What are these landmarks to me The lanes do not connect. Never did I try to remember the way The paths do not intersect. Too narrow n congested Too dusty n corroded Too many n crowded Air folds n thickens Water gathers n stares I guess this the reality then Of ephemeral dreams Of unrealised
No one cared to ask Not even you The rest is the rest It is the easiest to forgive you For you in my head A series of contradictions For you there blossoms A spectrum of emotions For love takes prominence the rest is forgotten And there’s no way out from this world we’ve begotten
